Like Argee always says " we come we will go", I am sorry for the lost bro. I am also the only boy in my house so I understand your pain and lonely feelings but we have to let things we can't handle slide away.

May his soul rest in perfect peace 🕊️, in Jesus mighty name Amen.

I was also shock to see someone reason like me, indeed I have always said life be like Cryptocurrencies price to crypto market
So therefore if is not balanced oo, In our thoughts but it might be the Opposite to God Sha.