LOOKING BACK 8 YEARS AGO GIVING BIRTH TO MY LAST BABY AND HOW MY DADDY PASS AWAY @mesola

Hello friends here in Steemalive Community, i am pleased to participate in this Contest organized by @steemalive.

This contest remind me of my past experiences, they are so many but I will like to drop this one.

I already had two boys so I praying to have a baby girl so when I bought baby things I bought boy own because the same symptoms is the same I was experiencing during my third child so when it was time I gave birth to a baby girl and the joy in has no bond, I said to my self I am fullfil. Since I already had two boys and now a girl I told my husband that I want to take in again so that I can have another baby girl and he accepted but since God is not man it didn't come to past I gave birth to a baby boy.

and this time all the baby things was girls so I stop child bearing and concentrate on the four kids God has given me. Since I was not happy within me my husband make everything possible for me to be happy he went and rented a new shop for me to start business because I started to complain of staying at home.

And I will be taking my baby to my new wine shop my husband open for me. Since my baby was so handsome once I reach my shop neighbor like carrying him and they will only return him when he is hungry.

I started my business successfully with so many profits, customers will coming in to buy from me some will be calling me to deliver for them. One day while I was in the house my husband went and sold out everything to someone else rented the shop out saying alot of guys are attracted to me so because of that he does not want me to continue with the business. I ran to my father for advice and when I get to the village my daddy was critically ill I placed a call to my husband and he ask me to bring him to town for him to receive a batter treatment.

I brought him to town and after some months he pass away, I didn't know what to do but in all this I had my husband around so the pains was not truly there.

My husband was all I got because I lost my mother in the year 2008 and in 2019 I lost my daddy so any time I am depressed my husband will be there for me, he make sure I lack nothing, if I ask of anything before I open my eyes he has provided. Until the devil came and took him away from me and my life became empty.

I use my children to clean my tears and I am standing tall because of them.