You remind me of when I was younger. I worked as much as I could and even went on vacations and covered them myself because I needed to pay for expenses. My whole life was spent working. Now I work but it's different, I am my own boss. And I work Monday through Friday all day and on weekends I take care of other things. I hope you can enjoy your vacation.
It's better to be your own boss especially if you take time for you. Free days off are important.
I had a hard time finding a job. I'm lucky most don't stay for long since they didn't gave me a contract for a certain amount of hours. Zero hours the contract says. I can't life from 0.
It'sbetter to have some extra days in between the change of shifts. I always enjoy myself. I hope you too. <3