Hey friend, I just wanted to let you know that your post really touched me. I want to remind you that you are not useless, and what you're going through could happen to anyone. You, your wife, and your son are all wonderful people with kind hearts, and I truly believe that they will stand by you. I'm sending you my prayers for a speedy recovery and for you to feel like yourself again. I can't even begin to imagine what you're experiencing, but please stay strong and keep hope alive! Thank you for sharing with us - your openness is truly appreciated!