Yes, the negative points are all well taken. Now let's look for the positives...: You have a lot of hope and ambition yourself, otherwise you wouldn't be so committed. So: these good aspects make sense to us. The rest can be ignored quite easily with a bit of practice ;-)))
The rest should not be ignored but be awareness it helps to know how a system works and this avoids bitterness.
I am eager to hear from you what my ambitions are. ❤️