You have a good write-up and I must say that your dual trait of being a perfectionist is well directed because even in economics, we always emphasize on considering the equilibrium level of variables.
I'm glad that you massed the boldness to streamline your negative traits to our perusal because the datum remains that most people would posit that they have no bad side which nullifies their human nature because it's the aglomeration of your both sides that qualifies your being human.
Thanks for sharing with us.