It is funny 😂 how you are confuse in making the choice, everyone is confuse as well, but even with that a choice must be made, I love money, but when it comes to relationship I go for love because love covers transgression, with love everything is possible, but I am not against people choices, it is a free world we make personal decision, so I respect every other people decisions.
I enjoy reading your post, I wish you good luck with the challenge.