It's a very difficult thing to accept that reality That is not in our favour. This is a situation of denial that really present in the behaviour of human and this thing is relating to psychology I have studied about this term. But thank god that you learn to accept that situation which was very dreadfull and creating panic in everyone's life.

You are really one of the luckiest people who don't have any loss in the form of life because it's very important to have the people whom you love without them you feel that you are nothing and everything is ending in your life and without the people whom you love you feel the anxiety and stress that is very difficult to eradicate because this stress relates to your feelings and emotions.

Success for you