@jollymonoara, Unfortunate for the situation that your mother went through, that the girls died after three days of birth is too strong a blow.

She lost her sanity due to the enormous pain she felt, although her life gave her, among her pain, a new opportunity to feel the joy of being a mother with your arrival in this world.

Breast milk is a primary food and of great importance when children come into this world, since the nutrients contained in breast milk are irreplaceable and essential for the proper development of children.

And there is the problem of malnutrition that you suffered at that stage of your life.

Iron and folic acid pills are the ones doctors recommend to pregnant women, they are necessary vitamins for a good development of the baby.

Your two babies are beautiful, a blessing that you have a friend.

Diabetes is a silent disease appears unexpectedly, as you say you changed your lifestyle in a way that kept you healthy.

With proper treatment and a healthy diet, you will be able to live your life fully and without complications.

What happened to you was not easy, it was a difficult trauma to overcome, at least they indicated that you should take you to a psychiatrist.

I hope one day I can overcome that trauma so that you can sleep, it is very necessary