Hello dear, I wish to you to be in peace and living their best moments of life.
You have advised to read the Holy Quran. I liked your advice because the solution to all our problems is hidden in the holy books. The best thing I liked in your post was that you search for the solution to all your problems in books because the Holy Quran works to spread light in life.

Best of luck , may you achieve wealth , health , success and prosperity in your life Greetings from my side . Have a nice day .