The fact that I don't have any sense of responsibility towards anything is reason 1

Are you afraid of taking responsibilities? Be strong to take them .

The fact that decision making is always done by my parents is another reason

In childhood , this thing seems unfair because you have no control over self . However , it is true that better decisons are made by parents owing to our immature mental status .

The fact that as a child theres a general peace of mind that is found when we are with our parents is really amazing

That's one thing i really miss about childhood.

Good luck