I feel like crying as well the way you did. I'm sorry for your loss but as you said, it's not the end of your own life. It's the beginning of a new phase and I'm sure if your dad were to be alive, he would have been so proud of his daughter. Do you believe you'll see him again, being brought back to life? Please you don't just mention rme in your post for certain reasons. I noticed you've been doing this in some of your posts.