IT'S ALL OVER || NEW BEGINNINGS: A FRESH START || POURING DOWN MY EMOTIONS IN THIS POST || CLUB100

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I headed back to my house from my friend's place where I was studying since morning. On my way back on the bike, I was contemplating about my life and the things I have to do, milestones that I have to achieve. I do that oftenly, while riding my bike, I tend to keep only half of my concentration on the road, the other half wanders in different dimensions. Tonight was no different. Alot of thoughts were encompassing my mind that in no time I reached my house. I unlocked the door through my key and that is when the reality hit me. A rather hard reality check to be honest.

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I had reached my old house, the place where I used to live till today morning. The house was empty. Only walls to welcome me home. I thought to myself how could I be such a fool that I couldn't even remember that we had shifted to our new house in morning. Literally the same morning. I guess, it was just my muscle memory. Anyway, I made my way in to the empty rooms and just stood there for a moment. I just stood motionless, hearing the silence. It was as if the quietude of the rooms wanted to say something to me, as if they were longing for my presence amidst them. I started walking around my house and it didn't look familiar at all. The furniture had gone, the friendliness of the materials had gone, the only thing that remained was my reflection staring back at me from the wall mirror which we left in this house.

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I'm not sure if I'll be able to elucidate the situation theough my words but it's just pure emotions that I went through when I stood there. It took me a minute to get hold of myself. I started walking aimlessly around the house. The house which felt like a small place, when we used to live in here, seemed like a mansion at that moment. I started to feel everything in a much deeper way. It was as if the walls were enchanted and were pulling me towards them. It was only then, I realized the beauty of the place where I used to live in. Maybe that is what's life all about. You start cherishing things once you lose them.

People say that its the people who shape a house into a home. I don't fully concur with them on this point. You may not agree but I believe the house plays the most significant role in any family's life. You get used to the place that you live in. You understand the place as much as that place understands you. I guess, I am just overreacting a bit as I had gotten used to this house. But these are my emotions, my feelings and I think every right to be a bit sad on this topic.

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I walked out of the house and rode towards my new home. A lot of my relatives were there already when I reached. They all were kinda helping us in rearranging all the stuff that we had shifted. I, quietly sat down in a corner and waited for them to leave. Once they all left, I came out of the bedroom and had a detailed look of the new house.

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This is what it looks like at this very moment. I looked at all the luggage and realized it's a new beginning. A fresh start of my life. No matter how important anything might seem, you'll have to leave it someday if it's a hurdle in your way. I looked at all the stuff, pondering from this day on my life will be completely different. I will have new routes, will be travelling on different roads and will have a different bedroom.

I will take this oppurtunity of a fresh start in my life and shape it to my amelioration. Though, I might still have a couple of thoughts about my old house, I won't let them befome a hindrance in any of my future tasks. Because sometimes, you have to take some difficult routes to reach some new heights. One day, I'll be proud of myself that I made it.

Regards,

@huzaifanaveed1

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