hey Your thoughtful reflection on life's endless struggle and your personal challenge is truly inspiring. Choosing the "Jalan Sunyi" or the path less taken especially when it aligns with your values and principles reflects great strength and integrity. Your emphasis on determining life goals moral considerations and seeking counsel from loved ones is a valuable lesson. Wishing you success and fulfillment on your chosen path and may it lead to a meaningful and purposeful journey ahead. 👏🌟