Thanks for sharing your experience with depression.most people enjoy saying depressing words to others because doing so makes them to feel better of themselves. Sometimes we just let our selves get more and more depressed and cought up with our own mistakes and bad habits. I'm really glad that you let yourself sink in your brother's good vibes. I have recently discovered that letting your self to play more with children and animals and also engaging in gardening is very good for stress ,anxiety and other health issues.this is because our bodies and minds get the chance to heal at this time. To all those suffering from depression, know that the universe loves you, but you have to show your self some love. Self love is our first healer.