Wow, your reflecting on this is very interesting... The way I see it, life is constant decision... Every second. You choose even when you don't choose, because inaction is also a decision.

Anyway, I want to be as responsible as possible with my choices and I am also open to the mistakes I will make along the way. Whatever the final outcome, at least I know I gave my all for it to be as harmonious as possible.

Thanks for your input, made me think a lot and there is probably much I can still learn from it.