Thank you so much for your response. I was nervous to post this since i've never opened up quite like this before, but something about this platform makes me feel comfortable to talk about it. Sometimes just talking about things can help so much.

I am sorry to hear that you have struggled with it as well, I hate knowing that anyone else has to live like this. I'm here to talk anytime and I hope to have a voice for anyone not quite ready to speak up. Thank you for your support and you have mine just as much. I appreciate your words more than you know.