Honey, I did not know how serious the situation was with your wife,
I understand that frustration, honey.
spend each time by surgery and without any improvements what is going is deteriorating the situation, aggravating the pain.

I do not trust many doctors, the doctors of my country instead of improving, what they are getting worse. Many times they do not tell you how to improve the situation, but rather that they tend to very expensive treatments and that in the long run it will not be what you really need.
There will be good doctors, I will not say no! but many become rich with the suffering of the people, it is a trade!

many times I say that the world is of the bad or unjust, in the sense that many people who do not hurt anyone who just want to live in peace have bad things happen to them, and a person who does bad things does not happen to him! It is not that I wish anyone harm but it seems unfair.

It is terrible that a person who has a lot of desire to live has to go through all this and without any improvement, that's why it is admirable what you do for your wife because she does not suffer anything but her because you too, because it is very difficult to see the person you love with whom you want to spend the rest of your life, being by your bed suffering for something and you feeling the helplessness of not being able to do anything to improve it.

I know that you would do the impossible because it would improve, I really wish you with all my heart that the enermedad of your wife disappears and both of you stop suffering.

Being in that situation as you said is a terrible expense if you ever need help, do not forget Steemit I have seen many people who have helped them through health situations.