I no longer drink for the pleasure of being drunk. I’ve learned that I can recreate that with my mood and attention. I drink for the flavor. The problem is, if it’s a crazy party where people are passing drinks around, after drinking one or two to enjoy the flavor, I forget what I’m doing and keep drinking X-D

This is great to keep in mind. I’m guessing your ph level also determines what kind of foods you crave....which kind of explains why I eat fast food now and just feel “who the hell enjoys this?” But then I eat it twice and I’m like “yeaaaaaaah”.