Your backdrop looks like it is from.a gypsy's caravan. And can imagine that you hold a crystal ball hidden frm camera.

Sorry my first observation digressed from the reason i pressed reply. When i was facing mount mordor...i accepted that death may visit me in a matter of mths. But my priority was quality of life rather than leading a dreadfully sorry life but a prolonged one. With that i took steps not to heed the doctor's advice and turned out to be a blessing in disguise. Did some ayurvedic and i am not sure if it is advanced or not but it did stop the decline and gradually it improved. The best part about this experience is there are small doses of miracles that reaffirms our faith and death isn't a scary end.