Dear Diary: Time To Sleep Now Because The Sleep Fairy Had Visited Me Already

I am having the yawns now and it is a sign that I can sleep if I tried and so I will just try to sleep because I had been up all night already. It is just good for a change that I am able to use my wake time for being productive as I can write a blog here and earn some money for my needs.

I cannot remember the last time I had an eight hour continuous quality sleep because it had been so bad for many years now that I am only getting a few hours each day with many break points in between because I wake up often on the course of my sleep time.

So I just am missing that baby sleep quality kind of sleep where I would lay down my back, close my eyes and open them up because it is morning already. Now it is none like that but I am just lucky to at least not using sleeping pills like some patients does because it doesn't give a quality sleep anyways and it burns the pockets too with its high price and bad side-effects on health.

It is also beneficial that I was able to kick out drinking coffee frequently and in fact I am not craving for it anymore because I know that it helps me get more additional help for my sleeping efforts. Despite my sleep disturbances I am thankful still that it is not really bad unlike before where I just can't really sleep and rest my body.

But my body is weary and tired already, it needs to rest in peace if you know what I mean but God is the one who gives and takes lives so I know that he knows what is best for me if I would rest eternally now or tomorrow or not yet.