Dear Diary: It Is My Dialysis Time Once Again In A Few Hours

I am glad that I was able to sleep last night because I couldn't breathe that easily. So I just watched a decent movie which a somewhat enjoyed, it is about a queen who has an affair with her female subjects, quite a very interesting movie to watch though and unusual.

After watching the movie I then felt the desire to sleep and so I did managed to sleep and then overslept until this past nine o'clock. It is good that I just sleep the time off because in times that I do not feel well I do not want to be conscious at all and sleep is a good way to do that.

But I do not have the desire to eat as well, I feel like a jello right now and it is not good. I hope soon that I will regain strength and this weak feeling is just reminiscent of the days that I have been on dialysis every seven days, I was so full of water in those days that before I got dialyzed I couldn't barely move my body.

But hopefully again I will feel better after getting hooked up for dialysis today in a few hours. I will be using a new dialyzer for that matter which will probably take extra water form my body as it does every time when a new dialyzer is used.

A nother day in my meaningless life which I hope will have some color soon because I am just surviving, existing in this world and no living life as it should be. God help me.