Have you read Complex PTSD: From Surviving to Thriving: A GUIDE AND MAP FOR RECOVERING FROM CHILDHOOD TRAUMA

This book gets to the root of why you have addictive tendencies.
It is said that if this book was adopted, the DSM would become the size of a pamphlet.

Survivors of child abuse (mental and physical) have heightened levels of naturally occurring pain blockers that is 50 times higher than oxycodone. And, that is their base state.

This book also has a lot of the words you are looking for.
And yes, they aren't commonly used in english.