Firstly,kindly accept my sympathy for your loss.
I know how it feels to lost love one because early this year, I lost my dad and life seems unbearable and lonely for me. I tried all I could to make him live years more on earth so as to enjoy the fruit of his labour because he really suffer for me to survive. Though my heart has been broken early this year but with all odd I still have bunch of reasons to thank God because I got married October this year all to the glory of Jehovah