I loved this! I sure could feel your real pain and frustration. And I loved, "There are no new babies without pain, you can’t avoid it." So true! 3 c-sections? You poor thing. Don't you just love it when you tell your doctor that you are in pain and they look at you like you have 3 heads? So frustrating because we know our own bodies and we know when something isn't right. Great freewrite! : )