Oh my! That did take a lot of courage. I felt your piece because after my third delivery I, too, felt every stitch there, the meds had not kicked in as my delivery took place almost immediately after a pitocin drip was administered to finish my labor that wouldn't naturally progress. It was awful and I remember being exhausted and telling the doctor, "I feel every stitch!!"

Trainer doctors!? Oh, my goodness. Hugs, good writing of a bad experience.