As you know @dipoabasch featured you in this week's #PayItForward contest @pifc.

This is one of those moments, that come across as 'been there, done that, wrote the book.' Being in that situation is not easy. I have had 2 times in my life with that struggle and trying not to have a 3rd. All you can do is stay strong, focus on what you can do not on what you can't or what if. It is a struggle but changing that mindset starts small changes and it grows from there.