I feel you!
The pain is real waiting for the proof copies to arrive.
I dread the possible delay in the shipment - it still hasn't been shipped yet! :(
But I believe it will be all worth it. The cover (to me) looks absolutely amazing on screen, and I believe it will look downright gorgeous in print as well. For that alone it's worth it haha :D
Not to mention how awesome the table of contents is supposed to look... Considering it does come out as intended :p

So very happy to hear you're interested though!