Thank you for those words. For me it's really hard because I've been trying to set out on a new road for 9 years but no matter how hard I try, I can't get traction on anything with anyone anywhere. Yes, things are moving, just not in my direction. I feel like a robot trapped in a box just trying to make it to the next day, most of the time. My friends seem to be mostly passive observers of all this offering advice, but no help. I'm hoping here will be different :)