Jittery -5minutefreewrite

For https://steemit.com/freewrite/@mariannewest/day-504-5-minute-freewrite-friday-prompt-jittery

Hey. I almost drank coffee at 5pm. I didn't, though. Was it a good choice? Who knows? I wound up popping chocolate covered almonds into my mouth like they were candy.

They are candy. You know what I mean. I wasn't even thinking about the enjoyable sensation of eating. I was just so tired and feeling slightly overwhelmed by the tasks that I have to do, that I was soothing myself with the act of eating... which is its own joy, I suppose. I suppose. The joy of mindless eating. I know it's a faux pas to consider mindlessness joyful... but it was. It is. Hm. Can I enjoy it if I don't chastise myself for it?

We'll never know. I live in this world, and I respond to its whims.

Shall we talk about jittery? No. I refuse. I don't like to feel jittery, and so you'll have to pay me to inhabit imagining my jitteriness when I have so little awakeness anyways.

Jittery. Yes, jittery.. Oh, I suppose there's also the jittery about people who are making choices uncertainly.

Like right now, well, I'd like to be buying more crypto. The plan was to keep buying a bit every week. But now it's up so much, I'm a bit jittery about it. I wish/want crypto to either do what it isn't doing which is st