It takes alot of laying down oneself to have another one to take care of. As long as you are ready to take care of another person whole life, vice versa, then also don't set such a high expectation like must be pretty girls etc. Face will grow old but a good heart and good wife stays with you. Just some thoughts for you to ponder and pray about :) I did on and off pray for you on this. GOD bless you. 😊