The anxiety when they get sick and the heartache when they refuse food.

Yeah this is motherhood! haha!

I love how you pen it out how you felt you weren't (aren't) ready but there is still so much joy in your motherhood! Children are precious gems!! Love your perspective that we can never be prepared how messy and awkward we may look, but the joy is incomparable!! <3 Cheers to parenting and motherhood!!