This is a good write.
Insightful, personal and relatable.
Exploring the feelings under the reaction is something we all need to do more of.

Sometimes I do a free hand free write, scrawled on paper, (I have hands that have incapable moments too.)
When I first started on steemit I was so incompetent a typist and computer illiterate that I did all my posts this way. I couldn't think clearly as the computer was so alien, now I think my thoughts flow easier when I type, (although I still type with two fingers).
Yesterday I scribbled out the weekend free write on paper and never got around to transcribing it to a post. Some people ( @bleedpoet ) take a photo of their writing... mine is illegible, bad spelling and handwriting.