Oh, sad! I felt the same way on seeing my mother-in-law at the visitation at the funeral home. I'd held it all in until seeing the body in the coffin. Then I just couldn't stop crying. She had 90+ years here; no matter; it still felt too soon to lose her. The old ones are the strong ones. Thank you for this.
You're right it's never enough time, it always hurts. Regards!!