Hello lovely Sasha and congratulations I am so excited for you about becoming a mother, I know that you will be an amazing mother. It is a huge transition and one you should be celebrating. I am so sorry to hear of your experience with your Doctor, you must listen to and follow your heart. Please reach out to me in If I can be of any support, I have some amazing books I would recommend for you, it is so important for you to feel supported and also remember this is your pregnancy and your child you hold within no one can take that from you. Make sure to make lots of time for relaxation, this is so important and listen to your body. One book is definitely spiritual midwifery or The Guide to Childbirth both by Ina May Gaskin and another is Gentle Birth, Gentle Mothering, Dr. Sarah Buckley I have so many more so please don't hesitate to message me on here or discord. Much love mama to be xxx