Wow! What a freakin story. Geez first of all damn, I must award you a round of applause for not only doing the whole fitness thing with pics and all that as I had mentioned before, but here...you were so bloody honest and thorough and vulnerable. An amazing post. To see how much you pushed through those crappy hurdles that were all throw your way is amazing. What a fantastic and very personal read. Thank you so much for sharing all of that with the world. A very very inspiring story for so many reasons.