When I came across the first paragraph, I knew I had a similar story with you @themanualbot. Yun bang iniwan ka sa ere ng bigla, hindi mo man lang nalaman ang dahilan. I was totally devastated at that point in my life, and I have not risked myself to love again since then. Yes, it made me strong God's plans are truly wonderful - we thought He was abandoning us but NO - He is just teaching us very important lessons, to make us strong, to give us the resilience to fight and move on when such things come across our way again. :)