Why are we fighting?

Questions like
Why am I doing this?

From myself, I have not cared for a long time, so the situation, both physical and mental, really is not relevant or is any consideration.

So the question is not why I do it, but to whom?
The only answer that comes to mind is to my parents.

In most cases, most people reach the breaking point.

Monologue, man to man.

Thinking to myself, Why did I sign yet? After all, I could go to citizenship, study, work and continue my life like the rest of my age. Why at the age of 23 suddenly I see everyone "starting their life". I'm still in the army, and I'm happy. Sits with the other commanding officers in the unit and listens to the conversations about how much I want to be released.
Back home on the bus. I've already experienced hallucinations. I did not think that mattered. Stress, post-trauma, and all sorts of lies like that ... are not exactly the ways to describe the experience. Until now I had experienced them on long trips, very much like daydreams, but at those times I was quite alert.

I went to an older group, they did not have an answer, each of them spread me differently, and in the end everyone was "dying to be released," but the "system" caught them,
In the balls.

I've already had a chance to talk to a number of people connected with the defense business outside the army. There's so much to do there. I'm still interested in very high studies, but I'm still wondering what I'll learn exactly.
In the past, I thought I knew what I wanted to be when I was big. Now, I'm not sure. Usually, decisiveness is a dominant feature of my character, and this dilemma is undoubtedly one of the most difficult ones I have encountered so far, there are too many factors to consider - most of them, I am not aware, but I am not worried.

For the first and last time I saw it, I hardly believed it. In most of the situations I encountered, the enemy was stupid (except in Lebanon, where everything was different). There are no other words to describe the enemy's modus operandi except stupidity, lack of professionalism and a terrible lack of initiative. Our superiority in each session was absolute. Qualitatively, intelligence, etc. That time,
Something went wrong.
You can not tell why, or maybe you do not want to.
No one talks.
Ignoring the case.
Any attempt to raise this case raises strange responses from the commanders.

I have not forgotten, I will never forget.

Our little army boy
Is coming home from BFPO
Ive a bunch of purple flowers to decorate a mammys hero.

Mourning in the aerodrome,
The weather warmer, he is colder.
Four men in uniform
To carry home my little soldier