The diary of a faithful girlfriend

in #fiction7 years ago

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She weeps each night knowing fully well that his meetings are lies, he is in the arms of another woman. How did she end up here? How did she get lost on the way to true love? Was the success ever a curse? She ponders each night while another woman rides her man.

From the beginning, she was there, she watched him flourish, he became a man under her care and guidance but it is all gone now, the love diminishes with each alert. She has become a thing of scorn, a person to be avoided because she simply is not good enough.
She begins to wonder if at all the blame is totally his. She saw the signs, she saw the cracks, but her personal demons took over, she only wanted to be a lover, not minding if the impurities in her gold needed the heat for purifying.

He saw it, those demons, her vanity, her indecision, not willing to make a move, silently becoming a zombie to her own pain. She knew she could have stopped him at the early stage, she allowed him play out his pride, not just that, she helped him get lost on a journey to what was supposed to be self discovery.

Now this has indeed become the tale of the housewife versus the harlot. Just that in this case, the harlots are numerous, circling her man like Vultures waiting on a carcass to devour.
Of course they are Vultures, but she has trapped herself in an endless circle of weakness and indecision. He will change is what she uses to put herself to sleep each night. While she hopes, he moves onto another victim, using the tools of seduction a man has:

  • A sweet tongue
  • An able wallet
  • A dick

But then, could he have all those? Maybe it was the wallet and tongue that did it all. But the truth is to the woman who is in love, even a sadist seems like the best person to her. She offered him warmth during his cold days and now he has gone to do the dance of arrival with his numerous concubines that only she manages not to know.

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She is exposed to her own dance, the dance of shame, a dance where the lady who hugs her during the day, sleeps with her man at night. But then can we personalize such a man? He is what we call the community's man because he is not willing to share her home with her, her favorite song has become the song of sorrow.

While she sits and weeps at the window for her man to return, another girl is holding the window while he does the work from behind. To him, she is his past probably a relic from a deleted timeline. She is the person who he is ashamed to be seen with but then he forgets that she was proud of him when he was a shame to others.
It is a shame, she is slipping away, when he would discover, the love she was offering him would then belong to another man who thinks of nothing else than she being between his arms.

The truth is that it is only a matter of time and time has indeed begun ticking. She might be weeping today for him, tomorrow, he'll cry a river when he realizes he lost everything while looking for nothing. Slowly but steadily, she's rising from the ashes, watching, learning, listening and when she'll strike, he'll be the man who will be brought to his knees by the woman he never believed had it in her.



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Lol... I need someone to convince me ehiboss wrote this. This has a female perspective, wonderful choice of words, and great arrangement.

The value of gold is usually not known until it is lost. One thing I've come to notice in relationships is that the little fights matter as they strengthen relationships. If your partner gives you all you want just before you ask, and everything goes smoothly, the relationship appears boring and in one way or the other the value of the partner is lost because he/she goes out of his/her to keep the relationship.

Anyway, I hope she didn't slip totally??

The part where you said "the lady that hugs her during the day is sleeping with her man at night". That got to me, damn!

Well, like you said, its only a matter of time before she brings him back to his knees. Faithful and loyal people are so hard to come by, so i believe if a person has one, they should hold on tightly.

Keep steeming.
Love,
@soorefunmi

Your reply shows you are highly intelligent. Thanks for stopping by

Nice story @ehiboss. It goes a long way to explain how life is. We invest so much in people and reap nothing. We are treated like we played no part in their lives to make them what they have become.

By the time these people realize that they have lost a jewel, it's too late. Now they have to feel the impact of their actions in full force.

I'm thrilled by this piece @ehiboss

Exactly, they have to feel the impact of their actions, all the bad things done to a faithful partner will surely be accounted for.

This is the reason why I have slowly come to the conclusion that Ladies should believe themselves and make their own lives too meaningful rather than giving all they can, to a man and leaving themselves behind.

This constant re-occurence of men slipping away from the women who love them just after they have made a little is becoming unbearable.
But, luckily for the lady in this post, she is even certain about the fact that he is with other ladies, what about those ladies who are left in the dark and are made to believe that they are the only ones in his life while he runs around from one arm to another.

Hmmm captivated by your writeup
wow this really got me going she go soon treat him fuck up no worry. Abeg write am like that oo
Keep up the good write boss

Her story is quite pathetic.Its all paradox.He must learn his lesson I a had way.Great write up @ehiboss

Quite a touching story.Well I think the lady is still strong.Nemesis will catch up with our guy when all he think he has is lost.Nothing is forever especially if one make someone else to cry.Well done boss @ehiboss

Lovely piece
Indeed most people don't realise the worth of someone in their life till when the person walks away.
I know there are ladies out there going through what the lady in the story is currently face. I just hope you all should get your acts together and walk away soon enough
Always be found where you are celebrated

This is heartbreaking I really wonder what else other ladies out there had that she didn't have.
He was just an adulterer, how disgusting of him to turn his eyes away from his first love that nurtured him into the man he is.
She is gonna rise up from those ashes some day and then it would be to late for him.

In our pursuit for pleasures in life, we do abandon what gives us true satisfaction. This is a nice post

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