I feel the same, and it's a damn shame.

It's like this wildcard that's hard for me to reconcile against my sound belief in Ether's mass adoption, in terms of not knowing what the impact of Block.one having that much of this coin under their own control, based on nothing more than concept at this point, and not knowing how or when they are going to wield that influence.

Then, I start to think that maybe this lingering uncertainty was a primary objective of EOS' ICO after all - with both its form and function setup to gain the most funds possible, regardless of profit margins or need, in a means specifically created to have their most likely competition by the balls even before release, and regardless of the success or failure of their own proposed product alternative.