My heart aches with you. I have a 39 year old daughter who has cut herself off for me and blamed me for my past domestic violence during the marriage to my children's father. I cannot tell you how painful it is to be separated from both her and my grandchildren, but I think you know already. I will be praying for you both and just trial. I pray also for the simple provision of your rent and living expenses. I pray for your son's condition and his physical health. !tip