HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY

To my mother, sister, friends and steemian mothers. HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO ALL, this is for you a beautiful rose.

Mom, forgive me if you sacrificed your own happiness because of us. You want to go far away to enjoy and have work. But you choose the hardest and boring life just to take care of us. Mother I know how hard is it, but I didn't how did you felt about it. There's a party in the next town, there's an occasion and there's a beautiful place that were just opened. Forgive me because you can't go, here I am, my brother's and my sister's cried when you were not around.

9 months of carrying us in your belly and it was very long. When you gave us birth, I thought that your suffering will stop. I thought of sleepless night, tiring feeling, choosy food to eat even if you want that food. The morning when you don't want to walk but you woke up early to walk and have a healthy baby. Forgive me, all of that was endured because you love us so much. What I know mom is that I can't repay that love, no one can replace that love you give yo your children.

Those times when you're hungry because we're not rich. You must have a nutrient's food in order to give us a nutritious milk. You cried whole day when the baby was hot due to fever. When we cried because we want to eat delicious food but you can't give it, so you cried hiding when we're not around. Life is hard mom but still for you, you have a beautiful life when you see us around. Everyday you made us felt that even in the hardest days, there were days that was amazing. You told us every food could be delicious if we were all eating in one table.

Now, all of us your children grow older as you gets older also. You can't no longer see that our family is comple. Brother has a job, sister has it's own family and I'm planning to find mine too in the future. Mom, I'm sorry for those many years passed that I wasn't around. If you remember that day mom when I was waiting for a bus to find job. I never forgot that words because it made me cried while on a trip. As I carried my bag contained of my dress, you said. "Son, who will massage me when I'm not feeling well, who will hold my hands when I go to church and it's dark, who will catch fresh fish for me when I don't want to eat fish because of high blood."

Most painful of all when you said, "who will take care of me when you all go?" Mom those words put a mark in my heart. I didn't show my sadness and my tears because I don't want to make you feel more sad. Instead, I just smiled and told you. "Mom, I'll be back, I need to find job so that I can stay home watching over you."

Later on, I cried so much because I don't want to go, I want to be with you always and I wanted that if I have a family I can still be at your side. I am the youngest so I was always the one who being left alone with you.

Mom, I didn't mean to make you cry. I didn't mean that mistake I made once. You went to my sister, crying and asking to send me money so I can go home. Then after that you asked them to send me school back again. Mom, forgive me that I gave you so much trouble. I didn't mean it, I really didn't mean it.

So, this day mom let me give you this beautiful flower as a sign of my love to you. Your love can't be replace even if I will have a family in the future. Mom, your love and my love for you is different and one of a kind. So, smile now, I am here now, I might leave someday but ot won't take long. If I will have a family, I will find a place where it near to you and into your heart.

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY MOM, SISTERS, FRIENDS AND ALL THE MOTHER OUT THERE. I ADORE YOUR LOVE BEING A MOTHER..