Love like this(Part 2)- @gracefu

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(Continuation of story Part 1.)

Battles between the heart and brains.
There's always good and a bad side of a person right?
It depends on which side you want to grow the most.

I always wanted to grow the good side because I always love to share that good side and see others happy too.Who doesn't right?

So my brain keeps telling my heart that all these will past, you will one day forgive and start over again.
You will let go of the pain and heal when time comes everything that happens now has a reason to it.You will understand it someday.

Not everyone is cruel, not every part of the world was that cruel. It depends on how you view it as.
As years goes by,I learned to remove toxic people and relationships that drains too much positive energy from me.

Learning to let go of the pain was never easy.

People once said If you never once feel the pain of loving, it means love never exist.Love is not always a bed of roses.

It was easy to be said than done.
Learning to let go, learning to love myself again,learning to find myself again, learning to love every flaws and weakness I owned wasn't easy.

Every single day was a battle to fight for,to get up every brand new day feeling hopeless and suffocated was the most difficult thing to do.

Everyday I prayed to open my heart and forgive those who have hurt me.
It was like taking one baby steps at a time.Digesting everything I could at a time till one day everything starts to get easier.

Moral of the story,
If you lost yourself in between,take time off.Go and explore whats out there in the world.Give yourself time to heal and also mixed around with positive people.
Spend more time for yourself and learned to love yourself again before loving others. Self love and care is something important too.
Don't be that rotten apple too just because of one rotten apple in your basket,life is a choice. To love again was a choice.
Every brand new day was another chance for you to live life, so don't waste it on meaningless things.

Love is like this sometimes, it's not always sweet.It's the bitter sweet things that makes it meaningful and priceless.

What's love like to you?

Cheers😉
@gracefu