Feelings and Emotions of founding a new company

_{Time to take a little break and write a steemit post ;)}

As you may know I am preparing for an entrepreneurial competition. When you "practice" every day and prepare yourself for the moment of the hearing, you find out how big your network really is. How many committed people are around you, how many of them are hidden heroes. Compare these moments with your one and only hidden lover, someone who is watching you in the library for quite a time while you are reading, creatively lost in your books. Someone who is far too shy to talk to you, but loves you from the bottom of his heart in the deepest jungle on a lonesome island at night. The aura is so strong that you disconnect with your inner reading. A deep mystery pulled you out of your creative dreams. Maybe later in your life you will be able to make these emotional pieces of the puzzle fit together ;)

Founding a new company is also carrying a very truthful moment inside: You figure out who won't belong to you anymore, on your way of a new life, your new way of life. Yes, founding a company is also about changing yourself not only about changing others, the environment or your small worldwide connected economy around you. On the one hand, mentally you'll be able to dock on to an old group of people you haven't seen for a long time, on the other hand you'll be able to burn your alleged friends' insincere smile to the ground. These - sometimes hard decisions - will be one decisive part of your soil you will walk on into an unknown future. An unknown future you will have to paint bright and golden every day and night on and on. You can be sure there are many good actors who are not in a movie or blockbuster, but in your life...

When you've climbed the mountain, you will feel a different kind of truth: You'll have to do your research on people that have the guts to talk to you truthfully, but this is a different story

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_{I made this picture shot on a networking event in Viennese Leopold Museum on Nov. 8, 2017. This is the reason I was not able to join the Meet-Up of my Austrian Steemit Community, but you can be sure I still love you all there :P The painting is by Ferdinand Hodler called "Die Wahrheit" / "The Truth"}