I very much relate to this, having been given a sense of hypersensitivity, empathy and other unusual qualities. The state of the world is very difficult to be in right now. For me it has felt like walking a tightrope with the dark abyss on one side and ecstasy on the other. I’ve found this to be incredibly hard but also in a way a great blessing. I’m not sure if I can really explain why. Best wishes.