You sucked me n @ashlekalila

It's not easy to share such personal experiences and emotions, especially if it has to do with someone as important and close to the heart as one's father.

Reading through your post, I was wishing throughout that it would end the way it ended for @fknmayhem...

Perhaps it's not yet time for you and your father to be close and in touch again.

I wish, however, that the day comes when your father heals and reaches out and you understand his earnestness and your relationship becomes exactly what a daughter-father relationship should be - one of comfort and love and happiness.