hey @bodhisomething.. well I have missed you here a lot. It is so nice to see you back again. I can't say I understand exactly the feelings you must be feeling, having gone through such a sad experience, but I do know that feeling of loss regarding something that never came to be what it should have been. But a child.. it's unfathomable to me, the thought of ever being pregnant and then losing my child for any reason. I send love and hugs and if you ever need to talk you know where I am.
hugs ♥
serena