Very interesting write up. Trying to work of reforming or reshaping. Changing the energy or channeling the output. It’s been something that i’m trying to be mindful about. Also just not only sitting, but putting my knee on the floor, changing positions a lot and trying to do something different. Out of the ordinary. This resonates with me a lot. I had a phase about a month ago, when listening to certain people, i’d start getting very emotional and moved. I had tears of joy or happiness and it made me feel so alive. It was also during the beginning of our meditation sessions.