You put very nice words on those feeling I share deeply.. Your post does a big echo in myself. It looks like we are many like this in the end, and that very comforting. We always feel different than others, and alone, and it's true we are somehow. But we also are pretty much the same in substance! All dust from the same atom!
thank you @elzheimer, very true, we are all different and that is wonderful but in other ways we are the same, I believe everyone needs to reconnect with nature, this is what is missing in alot of peoples lives. Thanks for you comment x