Thank you for sharing, I hope to read more about your unique story!! I share a lot of your sentiments and feelings on spirituality, but I took a much different route there. Perhaps I will elaborate more on another posting, but I was pretty obedient to the system until I started to notice little lies popping up around me and then It just downspiraled in college. lol. The church is amazing and it was a great starting point for getting my health back together and to begin picking up the pieces of my soul and putting them back together. There is no such thing as wasted time, we are in the infinite now. :) Thank you again for your kind words and I will definitely check out your work!!